My mind and its fields.

                 I thought I would share the fun filled day that yesterday consisted of.
Since on the 22nd I was a bit complicated to go out and celebrate my birthday, my beau et moi planned to take the 23rd to celebrate.

And well, if you recall this post and its adventures that was our goal for this day.
Which technically included: no plan.

Ideas developed and the day was a total success. I was happy to get to spend the day together and happy to greet a new year into my life.

We spent the day snacking on gummy worms and racing each other on go-karts till we both felt shaky!
I finally came across a cape and bought it at only $5.30!!! (it's a sweater cape!)
We munched on some sushi and noodles, and ended the day with a scary movie which was actually nice.
He covered my eyes and walked me through the mall till we ended up in Lush...haha he let me see and shyly said: "I know you like this place and know you've been wanting to come" (you know all that but in spanish). It was so sweet.

Once I got home I cried with excitement from seeing that my KANKEN had arrived! Merci papa and you beautiful Swedish people!

It's been a long and crazy year as an 18 year older and I won't forget it since so much has happened throughout it.

Thanks to all the special people who have been part of my life till now and hello to all the new faces I will be meeting this year!

xx

joyless and joyful

"Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end."

Nineteenth dream.

My brain hasn't grasped the fact that there is a new year.

That October, November, December and (now almost) January have flown away.

I'm pretty sure it was a level of depression that I hit after a sudden change of plans and it has simply taken me till this day to come out and notice it fully.

My empty answers lead me to falling deeper when I was questioned about my "current doings".

But skipping alllll that I want to take some time to acknowledge some actual current events 

which I feel have in a way....."brought me back":

My Hannita Ruby love has been gone for 3 days now.. I spent some nice chill days with her as you can see in the following: 

We even recorded a video together!

I had a teary yet great time making her a little bag which included a nice farewell card and a good luck charmed #2 bracelet from Anthro.

She did not leave without one final batch of scones, either!

  

She has gone off to Thailand and I am thrilled and wish I had gone as well.

Accompanying her to the airport was one of my epiphany moments where things started coming back. My memory for goals and time.

 Today was my birthday and well here I have a bundle of photos of different things from this day. I sadly wasn't able to enjoy it as I would've but with all the sweet
people who surround me and their kind words I managed to maintain a special feeling throughout the day. Adelchi didn't leave my side all day as he made sure nothing prevented me from happiness. 

thirteenth

Un petit playlist to excuse myself
from my absence on my blog.

Enjoy and * Happy New Year *
from Golden Thought!

Don't forget to hit the {pause} button on the 

right before you hit the {play} button below!

Désolé from goldenfif on 8tracks Radio.

a few moments from last month

I've been lazzzyyyy
but here are some nice shots from a lovely day spent with
my dear Ruby in celebration for her birthday! Also a good moment to mention that I will miss her
dearly when she sets off on her trip to Thailand and Japan.

Ill keep you in mind always and I'm sure that that little "life tips book"* that you are leaving me behind will guide me along that time.

Take care, kitten! ♡

*just named it this quick terrible name, Ruby if you are reading this...please feel free to rename it!